i keep saying that I am going to stop my experiencing new things in Orlando, that I will stop going out and meeting new people that are passionate about their talents, say “this is the last new place” that I want to check out, so I can LAND Apartment E and get on with my true dreams and ideas for an APARTMENT E business and location.. I keep saying that NOW ! I have met the coolest people in town that could maybe be formed into a “team” as other s have done…. I keep getting that recurring thing that one of my mentors told me years age… “Frankie, why are you doing all this by yourself?” I wonder every night that I go out, every festival, show, reading, opening, party, event, gig, house party, collaborative event, concert, and “happening” when will my searching fun curious wings stop flapping and land on a piece or PEACE where I can do what I feel I need to be doing….. crap… the more I think of these things.. the more.. I may fear and be thrilled that “I am already here.”
my arrival is eternal….. maybe I really am meant to be in the “pusher” role.. remember that song “good time charlie” “Got the blues?” maybe I am Charlie…… I might be okay with that………………….. maybe…………. might………… probably not. ( see you out there… I am sure of that. ).